The Church Behind The Curtain - Part 2 | 4 - Glam Up to Blow Up

Season #1 Episode #10

Catch up on 'Part 1 | 4 - Director to Dishes' before getting into today's episode, as it will give you much needed context.

In this week’s episode of Under the Rug, 'Part 2 | 4 - Glam Up to Blow Up', Nalini continues to address her experience of abuse within the church and shares on a particular scenario that is known as the 'double bind.' *Listener discretion is advised.

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In our series ‘The Church Behind The Curtain’, Nalini explores:

  • the early-day-signs of abuse and subtle acceleration of the abuse, 
  • the growing effects of the abuse not only on her, but her loved ones too,
  • how she handled the abuse, healed from it and how you can recover from your own experiences of church leadership abuse also.

Please note: Nalini's current church has played an integral part in her healing. 

God is NOT abusive, but RESTORATIVE.

Christian Leaders who abuse their power and authority will be answerable to God. 


Today’s interview is hosted by Ramon Tranquim (Nalini’s firstborn son).

Ramon is the CEO and Founder of Tyrian Green, a creative film production house based in Melbourne, Australia, specialising in corporate films, education and training videos as well as social media films.


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